Tick Tock on the Clock

Okay so I've always sucked at doing Math, but I'm coming up with some pretty interesting figures right now:
November 12- The day that BASTARD K gleefully told me that somebody saw L making out with some random at a party
November 14-Beginning of an internship
Feb 12-L's birthday
Feb 13-FB msg from L stating shock that I committed the sacrilegious act of not wishing him
Feb 14-Difficult Valentine's day, since usually L's Bday and Valentines Day were always a double whammy celebratory weekend for us :(
March 9-First call on cell(that I wasn't around to answer) from unknown Indian nummber, and although I still never stopped secretly wishing that every call from a strange Indian number, would be L, little did I know that one should always BE CAREFUL WHAT YOU WISH FOR
March 10-L calls and I speak to him for what must have been an hour..he states that he misses me, loves me and I do the same(Needless to say there are lots of tears).Conversation ends on a happy note, and we are more or less back together in our usual warped,self-destructive quest
March 11-On my way to work I call L just to confirm that I hadn't dreamt it all up.YES , I know we have call logs for a reason, but how was I to make sure that I hadnt spoken to some other person in my sleep!We make plans for L to come visit me here.
March 11 Afternoon-Rationality kicks in and I realise that I do not want to undo all the progress I've made...Resolve to call L up and tell him that it was a momentary lapse on my part,and we are not good for each other and must just finally close our twp year relationship chapter gracefully.
March 12-Have run out of balance to reply to L's texts.Put off talking to him till the next day.
March 13 morning-L FB msgs me demanding an explanation for why I haven't added him back....and his usual suffocating streak begins kicking in...I,ofcourse, do not want to add him back, and tell him that I will call him soon, because we need to talk
March 13,10:50 pm-Now have sufficient balance on my cell, but cannot seem to muster up the courage to do this.